本帖最后由 Nacarat 于 2013-3-8 21:38 编辑
It's my kind of journal or summary. It is filled with wry complaints. I rattle on about self-pity.
I'm really sorry =w=
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[H Feb, 20, 2013]
I carried on my plan like a crazy person...
Anyway, much to my indignation, I can't be up to my elbows in learning for such a long period. I can't help to show off, as if I've been an expert. I can't help to wander, having a bee in my bonnet.
But what could I do - -
Narrowing them down, there be two essentials of a language: Vocabulary, and grammer. Both of them I suck in...= =
本帖最后由 Nacarat 于 2013-2-23 22:20 编辑
[H Feb. 23, 2013]
Better not be whiny.
Thus, I'm fine with everything dispite the bad mood. =w=
I'd love my father if I didn't hate him. He's a tough nut to crack, oppressive, not succeeding in the world.
He blamed his unsuccess on me. He also blame me for my study and non-study.
He wanted to mold me to his ideal.
Fuck it off.
I DO WHAT I WANT!
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[H Feb. 22, 2013]
I killed time, breaking into boisterous play =w=
And I feel better now.
Still not able to sleep tight in the night. Dreaming about books and exams.
Some part of me is wailing yet the rest is snarling. It is labeled as "All hope abandon ye who enter it".
Actually, the last thing I want is study. But what could I do?
I'm devoted and insulted to it.
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[H Feb. 21, 2013]
I'm freaking out...
I've prepared new words for today. They seem to be a little bit too much for me > <
Never heard that letters are lethal yet I'm dying. I'm exhausted.
I can't sleep in the night. My lids have been a huge, dark screen on which phrases are flashing gleamingly. I dreamed about my qualification exam and endlessly reciting. A chill seeps into my system, whispering - Oh my, you pathetic. And even the dreams are shadows of my true decadence.
I had a dream. I was still a stupid teenager, and too stupid to know = =
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